What's missing????????

good morning ! its 8 am and 1st time in last 40 days i woke up so early....

Hmm its more then a week i have not talked to my parents , its more then a week that i have not talked to the one well , its more then a year that i have been searching and trying to redefine my aim , its more then a month i have not laughed hard , its more then a month that i have not danced on the road , talked nonsense and cracked unwanted jokes.......

so the list is really wrong and so its really difficult to conclude what exactly i am missing!!!!!!but somewhere this unwanted grief has come and stuck to me since the start of this month. and really this is one of the rarer phenomena in my case as the biggest of all the shockers had failed in making me miserable .

so somewhere something has surely been either misplaced or displaced. and ......

but i am noticing as i am writing , at least for this little period the "feel good" factor is trying displace its arch rival unwanted grief , i don't know about after 10 minutes what the situation will be because these days these two rivals have become so unpredictable .

so i dont want to write any more negatives here beacuse i have just started to feel good and i am going to continue this. wow blogspot thanks again atleast for a while i won this . but still search for the real missing factor will go on.....