Well perhaps i had never wanted anything with that much passion(shayad) that now i ashish kumar pathak finally gets the taste of maiden success or almost on the verge that he is getting the smell of it...
Well when i was in 7th i was not selected for the english debate though i was equally desrving seriously.... but still i stood again...
Well for maths olympiad i devoted few months like anything , enjoying every moment of it but
ultimately what i got was the bitter faliure. but still i stood again.
Well for 10th boards i devoted months but ultimately what i got was 17th rank in my scchool. was a again a bitter faliure( perhaps it was the most unfortunate coz since before i was always among top 3 atleast...) but still i stood again.
Well for Astronomy olympiad 2wice i got to 2nd round but ultimately getting eliminated in the major next round..was again a bitter faliure. but still i stood again
Well then came two years long devoted hard work for iit 2010 and then again it was a faliure....... but still i stood again....
Well then i couldnt give iit again coz i was selected last time left me thinking for long that was i really made for this. was my destiny just a 6 letter word "faliure" .Because now i was even devoid of making attempts. i was not allowed to try for which i loved like anything............ but still i stood again
Well it seems till now i am pretty much adjusted to stand again and again........
But suddenly i dunno from where angel(male) came realizing mine 11 year long lost mission...............And then fir kya tha i marched on and first time everything was going so smoothly with just few stings in between which later on proved to be even more beneficial for me to get the smell of maiden success. Perhaps i cant say its a success infact there is only one thing satisfaction which you feel after you get or atleast get the hint of achieving , getting it.
Thnx god , gradually i am tending to believe in super power within me , you everyone.. hope this goes on but even if it doesnt i know how to stand again.........................
Well when i was in 7th i was not selected for the english debate though i was equally desrving seriously.... but still i stood again...
Well for maths olympiad i devoted few months like anything , enjoying every moment of it but
ultimately what i got was the bitter faliure. but still i stood again.
Well for 10th boards i devoted months but ultimately what i got was 17th rank in my scchool. was a again a bitter faliure( perhaps it was the most unfortunate coz since before i was always among top 3 atleast...) but still i stood again.
Well for Astronomy olympiad 2wice i got to 2nd round but ultimately getting eliminated in the major next round..was again a bitter faliure. but still i stood again
Well then came two years long devoted hard work for iit 2010 and then again it was a faliure....... but still i stood again....
Well then i couldnt give iit again coz i was selected last time left me thinking for long that was i really made for this. was my destiny just a 6 letter word "faliure" .Because now i was even devoid of making attempts. i was not allowed to try for which i loved like anything............ but still i stood again
Well it seems till now i am pretty much adjusted to stand again and again........
But suddenly i dunno from where angel(male) came realizing mine 11 year long lost mission...............And then fir kya tha i marched on and first time everything was going so smoothly with just few stings in between which later on proved to be even more beneficial for me to get the smell of maiden success. Perhaps i cant say its a success infact there is only one thing satisfaction which you feel after you get or atleast get the hint of achieving , getting it.
Thnx god , gradually i am tending to believe in super power within me , you everyone.. hope this goes on but even if it doesnt i know how to stand again.........................
u write gud
ReplyDeletebt ashish...1 thing i wud lyk 2 suggest u is dat its high tym when u shud come over d fact dat u neva made into an IIT coz all ur blogs as i hav noticd have a lil IIT tinge in it...chilaxxx..
thnx sir.............
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