when dream to reality gives a new hope...................

What if everything is a dream. Infact I just wish everything is dream. Just like being haunted by the ghost in the  dream and then suddenly I wake up and have a gr8 sigh of relief , thank god it was just a dream…… so why not carry this concept to a bigger picture.. so what happens if I failed , so what happens if don’t get into iit , so what happens if my summer holiday is being in a way I never wanted to have, so what happens if don’t get someone for whom destiny made me to wait so long ,so what happens if I made my father’s dream expectation drown,  so what happens my grand pa died suddenly ,  so what happens I didn’t talk to my sis for more then 1.5 years, so what happens if I  had so many dreams broken, so what happens if all this are absolutely true……. May be it’s all a dream , a dream which can break suddenly when I awake… when I realize it was all a dream..may be all those can still come true, may be  , may be my grandpa calls me yet again “ashish patience honi chaihye ”, may be  I could spend my summer one last time with my sister , brother , nani all family together last time, may be we are not that far soon , may be I see yet again the feel of pride happiness in father’s eyes and list goes on….there’s still a hope for all coming true in the reality , atleast some of them.. atleast  1 of them…………… 

But the problem remains where’s this coordinate system has its zero.. so that I know yes after this reality comes.. so that I know now I am awake finally with a hope that it indeed was dream.. may be I will never find that intersection of dream and reality axis and so the zero. But atleast  I have the right  to think that way atleast  and feel satisfied , yes someday everything will be fine and as I have thought of.. in doing so I am assuring atleast I m having the feeling of good and so is my present having  also a pleasant time. And at the end of the day we all wish to have a smiling face full of deep satisfaction and pure happiness. What if this concept does for me ..i hope I don’t find any flaws in this then I will have to search a new concept to make me happy and keep doing good because I just cant stay sad , never ever… because I am born to be happy , smile achieve what I wish..and I will do may be after this dream ends or sometimes in the dream too..